just reach home from jasmine hse today her bday . Shall post while i still can . Today went alot place .. Wanted to give myself a chance but ? Moodswing .. Then jitao walk away .. See her not happy i also not happy .. After that went jasmine hse .. Dice game loser drink whisky , vodka .. Starting didnt drink due to tiredness then start moody agn .. Drank all those leftover from friends .. Vomit 7 times .. Fck the pain . Then mrt to jec then cab with shun n kim .. I dont even mean anything to her .. He's a better guy then me. The day that i end everything is near .. I suck .